end of the world

i feel sick. and it's only monday.
every music beat from 987fm rings so loudly in my ears.

deafening.
just like my own heartbeat.

the air in the office is dreary and possibly stale.
and i'm... finding it hard to keep myself alive.
if there were any words to explain for how i feel right now...

... there are no words.

i know it's not, but why do i feel like it's the end of the world?